Most Beautiful Burden

me, me, me i wanna change the world. i wanna affect our culture.  i wanna help people.  i wanna help myself.  i wanna fight for a revolution. i wanna get out of bed.  i wanna eat next week.  i wanna stop crying all the time. i wanna be healthy. i wanna be healthy. i wanna manage my disabilities. i wanna stop crying all the time. i wanna world that i can't even imagine. i wanna dismantle the patriarchy. i wanna give the land back to its original caregivers. i wanna love people. i wanna organize. i wanna rest. i wanna work less to feel accepted. i wanna stop crying all the time. i wanna know what it's like to live in joy. i wanna know what it's like to be rid of fear. i wanna know what it's like to feel gently parented. i wanna stop crying all the time.  i wanna stop crying all the time. i wanna be cured of this depression. i wanna cure the world of its illnesses. i wanna be more than one person. i wanna harness the strength in grief i wanna keep fighting. i wanna take a